Wonder

here I am, staring at the blank spot my mind screams your name my dreams are all about you but my face is tight

my mind starts to wonder what would've happened if I hadn't told yo u maybe you'd still be next to me, holding m y hand

wondering if i'd done the right thing at the r ight time cause right now everything feels wrong I'm addicted and I need a dose of you

I just couldn't call you cause I can't stand another lie another moment facing your mask then I'll be crying in the corner

they say that the bitterest truth is better th an the sweetest lie but why do I suffer after I said it?

you're the core of my passions without you, I can't step forward I'm addicted and I need a dose of you

I need to end this writing not adding another footnotes I need to shut my mind about you not wondering about "us"

because there has never been "us"